Demons ( A Poem )

There's demons inside my head,
Bouncing around causing mayhem.
You'd think they'd stop
Once I was in bed,
But they don't.

They get louder and stronger.
Laying there awake for hours.
Laying there not being able to move.
Hearing nothing but their laughter.

They're mocking me now,
How they completely took over,
How I was once happy and pure,
How I'm now completely destroyed
And I can't be fixed,
How I'm now stuck,
And I can't be saved.

There's demons in me.
Who took me over,
Who made me forever theirs,
But that's just fine.
They are not my enemies,
They're the only stable part of me.

Daddy Why? (A Poem)

Daddy why were you so tough?

Did you even care?

Why was I not good enough?

When it came to finding your love,

Why was it so rough?

Daddy why did you always leave?

Did you even want to be a father?

Did you even want me?

To find your love, it just got harder.

Daddy why didn't you stop?

Why did you always do drugs?

Why did they always come first?

Why was it so hard to get love?

Daddy why were you so tough?

Did you even care?

Why was I not good enough?

When it came to finding your love,

Why was it so rough?